ABOUT TO FALL

I don’t want to be the one to cry

Instead of giving up, I always tried

To take each moment I have left in stride

I’ve wasted so many and I don’t know why

I know that everything I said was wrong

Instead of taking time to fight, you were gone

But I don’t know how to make this life move on

So I’m sittin by the door hoping you’ll come home

But it’s hard to find my way

When today feels like yesterday

And I know it’s ok to fall

But I just don’t know how far

I don’t want to be the one to drown

I’m sifting through the pages of what I have found

I needed something more to let you go

You’d think It was enough that you were so cold

So I open up to let this all begin

This change I need in side to what I have been

I’ve been fighting it so long I don’t know where I am

At least this is a start, not just another end

And you said it’d be ok

It’s the last thing that you said

It’s another lie to add to that list

Of these things that made us like this

Cause it’s all about to fall

And I just don’t know how far

And we’re all about to fall

But I just don’t know how far